It's like there's sand in the water
dust in the air
I can feel the bear's trap on my feet
the horizon isn't visible
My environment is getting bigger
I'm crubling
I'm dividing to be a part of the world
along with my travels
20/12/2017
- Info
honey (ii)
turn me to the southeast
just turn harder
honey
tear my every cell
every single one of them
honey
don't care about me
don't care at all
honey
nothing is
we aren't
honey
5/12/2017
just turn harder
honey
tear my every cell
every single one of them
honey
don't care about me
don't care at all
honey
nothing is
we aren't
honey
5/12/2017
Under the surface
I wear a mask
often
(Because) I can not be
still
in my own body
I could throw goodbyes
like I'm skipping stones
(because) karma has been throwing me
Too little - too much
I look at the circling world
I drown
in myself
and the lack of it
Internal visionary
eating away the back of the skull
in silence
you may hear it all
in the silence of everything
1/12/2017
often
(Because) I can not be
still
in my own body
I could throw goodbyes
like I'm skipping stones
(because) karma has been throwing me
Too little - too much
I look at the circling world
I drown
in myself
and the lack of it
Internal visionary
eating away the back of the skull
in silence
you may hear it all
in the silence of everything
1/12/2017
Twofold
I remember the mornings when my feet didn’t carry me
sometimes I feel like I'm going crazy
in a black and white world
I run to catch my thoughts
I sink and fly in the middle of the stings
numbness is real
at least in this reality
26/11/2017
sometimes I feel like I'm going crazy
in a black and white world
I run to catch my thoughts
I sink and fly in the middle of the stings
numbness is real
at least in this reality
26/11/2017
Storm
You come apart in my hands
like coal after frost
You tear me to pieces
like first love
You're undressing me
with love
You make me speechless
like a dream (after realization)
9/11/2017
Open your eyes
Laundry cycle
speaks of gratitude
in the streams of the modern world
the network is larger
Spark and the birth of a path
at the atomic level of the Big Bang
cleanliness inside and out
glass walls brake while cleaning
28/10/2017
speaks of gratitude
in the streams of the modern world
the network is larger
Spark and the birth of a path
at the atomic level of the Big Bang
cleanliness inside and out
glass walls brake while cleaning
28/10/2017
Toothed
Internal crisis
internalized silence
keep
should
be
What are you?
Which makes me
happy,
billions of people don't accept
the same key
23/10/2017
internalized silence
keep
should
be
What are you?
Which makes me
happy,
billions of people don't accept
the same key
23/10/2017
Knowledge
There's information
to know when to turn
a page instead of a chapter
a book
a story
When to chirp past
when to slap the truth
in a fragile hierarchy
2/10/2017
Loneliness
Chews
scrunches
swallows
Stirs thoughts
from the atoms of the universe
- about how we work
silly
5/10/2017
scrunches
swallows
Stirs thoughts
from the atoms of the universe
- about how we work
silly
5/10/2017
Sunrise
An intriguing feeling of loneliness
feels like follows me almost everywhere
I've heard true stories of different mechanisms to live
all of them together cause a drowning vortex inside me
I lay naked in the middle of my thoughts
inside my stomach is an encraving fear
about the next life
I could count the alphabet backwards in my head
to feel myself one degree more zany
Instead I'm silent as settled wind
hoping that on the morning I'm swept
like yesterday evening's bread crumbs from the porch's doorstep
31/12/2016
feels like follows me almost everywhere
I've heard true stories of different mechanisms to live
all of them together cause a drowning vortex inside me
I lay naked in the middle of my thoughts
inside my stomach is an encraving fear
about the next life
I could count the alphabet backwards in my head
to feel myself one degree more zany
Instead I'm silent as settled wind
hoping that on the morning I'm swept
like yesterday evening's bread crumbs from the porch's doorstep
31/12/2016
Daydreamer
When the clouds turn into snow
your lips feel on my lips
"I love you"
locks inside me above the blue pool
When two lives merge
awakes an itch
to jump
The world's embrace is open
18/10/2017
your lips feel on my lips
"I love you"
locks inside me above the blue pool
When two lives merge
awakes an itch
to jump
The world's embrace is open
18/10/2017
Without rebellion
The details matter
in the static sea
the swimming fishes mutate
randomly
into extraordinary
individuals move forward
optimized
23/9/2017
in the static sea
the swimming fishes mutate
randomly
into extraordinary
individuals move forward
optimized
23/9/2017
Paradox
The connection is loading
accumulates toward the heights
released when met
re-al life greets
corners of the mouths drop onto the floor
I'm free
accumulates toward the heights
released when met
re-al life greets
corners of the mouths drop onto the floor
I'm free
19/9/2017
Clock face
My cells divide
at a different pace with my mind
in half
I'm ready each day
to assess the ticking loss
achievements, the future
new beginnings and roots
where I could plant
my time
18/9/2017
at a different pace with my mind
in half
I'm ready each day
to assess the ticking loss
achievements, the future
new beginnings and roots
where I could plant
my time
18/9/2017
Faded
rapids don't run empty
butterflies continue their flight
the world doesn't stop with you
our time is limited
I wanted to make it beautiful
with you, dear
1/9/2017
butterflies continue their flight
the world doesn't stop with you
our time is limited
I wanted to make it beautiful
with you, dear
1/9/2017
i
it took you time to understand
to let go
i pity
you
us
blind spots
that i wanted to forget
at this moment
after a year
the only thing i want to thank you
is
that you gave me a reason
that could not be silenced
a reason
to let go
to open eyes
to breathe
16/8/2017
to let go
i pity
you
us
blind spots
that i wanted to forget
at this moment
after a year
the only thing i want to thank you
is
that you gave me a reason
that could not be silenced
a reason
to let go
to open eyes
to breathe
16/8/2017
Spark
Within two weeks we accelerated our affection
found each other under the same blanket
dreaming about the same moment
feel
which grew bigger
surprising us both
momentarily also increasing fear
The outlines of the touch got color
silly ideas are becoming true
soon we'll be present
here
my face shines from a smile
I bury myself into your scent with open arms
and I never want to go back to the surface
7/8/2017
found each other under the same blanket
dreaming about the same moment
feel
which grew bigger
surprising us both
momentarily also increasing fear
The outlines of the touch got color
silly ideas are becoming true
soon we'll be present
here
my face shines from a smile
I bury myself into your scent with open arms
and I never want to go back to the surface
7/8/2017
Cycle
What if we are an illusion
in the best simulation in the world
making naive choices
to our empty stomachs
Do you know in which direction we are rotating
whether the soul comes off the body when we die
how we all end end up alone
back at the starting point
5/8/2017
in the best simulation in the world
making naive choices
to our empty stomachs
Do you know in which direction we are rotating
whether the soul comes off the body when we die
how we all end end up alone
back at the starting point
5/8/2017
Glazed
It feels like sometimes I'm breathing borrowed time
the absolute value jumps on both sides of the scale
I lower my velvety hands through the curtain of sleep
seeking the possibly numbed bottom of my selfhood
In my eyes the outlines of love are taking shape
my skin tingles and it downright demands you
While rinsing I drown myself to the cloudy everyday
listening to the waves with the time being the sand bottom
5/8/2017
the absolute value jumps on both sides of the scale
I lower my velvety hands through the curtain of sleep
seeking the possibly numbed bottom of my selfhood
In my eyes the outlines of love are taking shape
my skin tingles and it downright demands you
While rinsing I drown myself to the cloudy everyday
listening to the waves with the time being the sand bottom
5/8/2017
Swamp run
What if we'd whisper:
Life is sand in an hourglass
which, in order to survive, must be hardened
that you don't just
end
too early
3/8/2017
Life is sand in an hourglass
which, in order to survive, must be hardened
that you don't just
end
too early
3/8/2017
In minds
I find myself in the mirror
breathing tones
of the life that I dreamed of
I think of the gray sighs
the coat that they colored
crystal mesh breathes ripply on my surface
I wonder how to break a wheel
into an angular
meaning lives in the corners
21/7/2017
breathing tones
of the life that I dreamed of
I think of the gray sighs
the coat that they colored
crystal mesh breathes ripply on my surface
I wonder how to break a wheel
into an angular
meaning lives in the corners
21/7/2017
Existing
From the nebula
you land without a shadow,
glide by the power of the soul
forgetting
that we ever were.
19/7/2017
you land without a shadow,
glide by the power of the soul
forgetting
that we ever were.
19/7/2017
Me and the world
How much does your scale fall down
from my words, in a world
where the letters teem
it's been rumored, that they're not important
How do you feel
when love is spoken as a mode
so unique, the diversity
the truth about it being a verb is forgotten
Skills are prioritized
things are raised on a podium
trampled, and not taught to listen
- however, there's billions of us
25/6/2017
from my words, in a world
where the letters teem
it's been rumored, that they're not important
How do you feel
when love is spoken as a mode
so unique, the diversity
the truth about it being a verb is forgotten
Skills are prioritized
things are raised on a podium
trampled, and not taught to listen
- however, there's billions of us
25/6/2017
Braided syllables
I stay up with you to the sunset
and beyond
unawares, you hug me
with you the crumbs of a cookie seem big
hail only tickels the smiling senses
Nicknames spills the heart
I feel like I could fly overboard
only enjoying the fall
'cause I know
you'd be there to catch me
Is this what happiness feels like
to everyday find a reason to smile
to laughter
that wraps us together
into co-op bubble, to freedom
15/6/2017
and beyond
unawares, you hug me
with you the crumbs of a cookie seem big
hail only tickels the smiling senses
Nicknames spills the heart
I feel like I could fly overboard
only enjoying the fall
'cause I know
you'd be there to catch me
Is this what happiness feels like
to everyday find a reason to smile
to laughter
that wraps us together
into co-op bubble, to freedom
15/6/2017
Fixing an error
Thanks for sharing the rafting with me
our flow's vortexes accelerated to furious
and that’s why I like you
Rocks and burden
shape each other
creating only a more powerful flow
Thank you for pointing my error
12/5/2017
Sinisyys
The flow of blue emotions
is effervescing inside of me
like a storming ocean
in a serene world
It's like I had discovered
a new world
when I took the first step into your heart
- without even noticing
23/5/2017
is effervescing inside of me
like a storming ocean
in a serene world
It's like I had discovered
a new world
when I took the first step into your heart
- without even noticing
23/5/2017
Gift in Return
No one told
how long
how many
beats you must take
to smooth yourself into a diamond
11/5/2017
Could we
Could I sink into you
like the fish sinks into the ocean
or words into the book
Could I be to you
a cozy spot of light
in the gray mass
9/5/2017
like the fish sinks into the ocean
or words into the book
Could I be to you
a cozy spot of light
in the gray mass
9/5/2017
Unstable
I feel like;
freedom lies in scissors
better than in me
The glass spills, ripples and vibrates
quiet moments are rare
on the toe that has been rubbed
open, in the middle of all the salt
which exudes from me
freedom lies in scissors
better than in me
The glass spills, ripples and vibrates
quiet moments are rare
on the toe that has been rubbed
open, in the middle of all the salt
which exudes from me
7/5/2017
Blue (gift) package
Sometimes I don't want to think
how your eyes shine
while you're watching the same moon
when in reality I'd want something else
- something teeny tiny else -
kiss the same mouth
which every day prints
your inner being with sounds, breaths and sighs
that carries the ingredients of life
and makes me smile like a rose bouquet
which was brought home on the first day
1/5/2017
how your eyes shine
while you're watching the same moon
when in reality I'd want something else
- something teeny tiny else -
kiss the same mouth
which every day prints
your inner being with sounds, breaths and sighs
that carries the ingredients of life
and makes me smile like a rose bouquet
which was brought home on the first day
1/5/2017
Scream
The air around me ceases
I find myself a prisoner in a frame
from the board
which is not mine
4/4/2017
I find myself a prisoner in a frame
from the board
which is not mine
4/4/2017
Strenght
Others bring more water
others join in
to the pool of solitude
When will the mirror rise to the front
when do you really sense
the real energy
30/3/2017
others join in
to the pool of solitude
When will the mirror rise to the front
when do you really sense
the real energy
30/3/2017
Air
I look at my flank, I slide my finger
I can press to count
the shell of my lungs, maybe
the world I crave
fits inside me
when I breathe
22/3/2017
I can press to count
the shell of my lungs, maybe
the world I crave
fits inside me
when I breathe
22/3/2017
Breath
Palm full of poems
one
stormy nights
the sky cried with me racing - quietly
two
a tragicomic circus tragedy
syllable by syllable escaping the coils of a casette
three
shadow boxing the pain threshold
the explosive enlightenment of emotions
four
love
the march of weaving letters
five
tectonic plate under my feet
vortexes in the waves of the heart
The following years are yet needing another
20/3/2017
one
stormy nights
the sky cried with me racing - quietly
two
a tragicomic circus tragedy
syllable by syllable escaping the coils of a casette
three
shadow boxing the pain threshold
the explosive enlightenment of emotions
four
love
the march of weaving letters
five
tectonic plate under my feet
vortexes in the waves of the heart
The following years are yet needing another
20/3/2017
Hook of happiness
Weekends are like a drug
after workdays have been distilled out
Monday is like a curse word
on the evening the darkness reveals a lonely silhouette
The air that circulates around
feels as heavy as quilt
beneath which I'm alone
A flash of happiness returns
with you
28/2/2017
after workdays have been distilled out
Monday is like a curse word
on the evening the darkness reveals a lonely silhouette
The air that circulates around
feels as heavy as quilt
beneath which I'm alone
A flash of happiness returns
with you
28/2/2017
Weave
With you the world takes shape
to just the right size
for us two
to conquer
The walls that scream emptiness disappear
reality is tangible again
the threads intertwine
in golden back pockets
26/2/2017
to just the right size
for us two
to conquer
The walls that scream emptiness disappear
reality is tangible again
the threads intertwine
in golden back pockets
26/2/2017
Tremoring
Do you feel the steps of my pulse
how it races to touch yours
with red pulses
I slowly flow into exstasy
14/2/2017
how it races to touch yours
with red pulses
I slowly flow into exstasy
14/2/2017
Bottomless
You spin in my mind like a leaf-storm
when a new shade reveals itself I fall
again and again
13/2/2017
when a new shade reveals itself I fall
again and again
13/2/2017
Seesaw
Whether I wake up to sleep or to reality
I breathe stagnant air
through you I feel the movement
on the skin
tingling under the skin
as if the blood flow stopped
in the next second I fall into your embrace
7/2/2017
I breathe stagnant air
through you I feel the movement
on the skin
tingling under the skin
as if the blood flow stopped
in the next second I fall into your embrace
7/2/2017
Riddle
You tickle, excite my mind
you scud my thoughts like a leopard
We slightly opened the books of our minds
unexpectedly
Dream couldn't feed us
as well as we fed each other
My wave sways in your direction
with every ripple
6/2/2017
you scud my thoughts like a leopard
We slightly opened the books of our minds
unexpectedly
Dream couldn't feed us
as well as we fed each other
My wave sways in your direction
with every ripple
6/2/2017
Straight
Is it better that one can't remember or forget
paths move, evaporate and appear
the keys change in chinks
People around are looking for a foothold
some run away, others destroy
selfhood is tired of swaying in the wind
30/1/2017
paths move, evaporate and appear
the keys change in chinks
People around are looking for a foothold
some run away, others destroy
selfhood is tired of swaying in the wind
30/1/2017
Adulthood
Before the image of dusty people
nowadays much wider range of colours,
like a pool called childhood
- adolescent like fumbling on dry land
4/1/2017
nowadays much wider range of colours,
like a pool called childhood
- adolescent like fumbling on dry land
4/1/2017
Puppet master
I play with fear, with a smile
with myself
with madness
I wonder how I can see myself
while a ball of yarn rolls
back
22/1/2017
with myself
with madness
I wonder how I can see myself
while a ball of yarn rolls
back
22/1/2017
From an imaginary rag to a sheet
You lit me like a fuse
you inputted your best like a lazy performer
Your relationship was like a doomed trial for you
Our relationship was not real
for the both of us on the same frequency
14/1/2017
you inputted your best like a lazy performer
Your relationship was like a doomed trial for you
Our relationship was not real
for the both of us on the same frequency
14/1/2017
Dreamer
I see dreams of people
I have dreams about leaving
I dream of a trip
common moments
shared feelings
I see how the flowers start to bloom
on spring ice
how the frost wins
the dark
14/1/2017
I have dreams about leaving
I dream of a trip
common moments
shared feelings
I see how the flowers start to bloom
on spring ice
how the frost wins
the dark
14/1/2017
Jingle
I walk, I lose
with the eyes of my soul I squint
I close the wily
grief opening of my mind's distress
Today, tomorrow
I notice an orgulous dilemma
As a job I lose
my thoughts into a new faith
8/1/2017
with the eyes of my soul I squint
I close the wily
grief opening of my mind's distress
Today, tomorrow
I notice an orgulous dilemma
As a job I lose
my thoughts into a new faith
8/1/2017
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