i'm afraid to go to sleep
in the kingdom of blankets
memories mold
everything turns indifferent
necessity to choose new intentions
tomorrow
wrong place
wrong time
wrong age
wrong me
distortions
i drift
manhunt
i managed to escape
was it me?
i got soaked
on a cloudless weather
my feet are in mud
in the forest i hear the sounds of a circus
from the mouth of a crow comes no sound
reset
18/9/2023
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To Sleep
Trans
the scars
on my shoulders
People like me tend to
hold whole universes inside
(sometimes) hidden in plain sight
The truth
makes us smile
wide, one with the universe
I will live as me
I
People love me
28/6/2023
rootless
the days dance together
words were hung on me
my thoughts has been attempted to cut
the film reel breaks
the past expands
i narrow down
the glass surface crumbles
i'm drifting
17/4/2023
dot
i've been washed
the wrong way around
i don't feel on my skin
it's storming inside me
to the point of numbness
i count days
hours, seconds
to your embrace
you're radiating colors
your touch sparks
sometimes i don't know
what to say
to a star on the sky
20/3/2023
pretend
a mirror
a jar for anger
an adult
an ornament child
compassion on cue
there's a void inside
always at your disposal
pretending
is one of the easiest things
i've ever done
12/2/2023
The Challenges of Presence
I find myself in rooms
from undersea Atlantis
of flashbacks full of oxygen bubbles
- clean air is hard to come by
when you're not present
Must find the right door
the only way to drown yourself
to tears flowing from bottom up
The heat wave cracks the right opening
the tingle floats back to the surface
Ghost-like body
filled with fatigue
of the journey
Tomorrow I will wake up (perhaps) better
19/8/2022
Note!
Number of poems still to be translated
- fi 515
Marked
- ⛶ Book 1: Henkäys (71)
- ⛶ haiku (15)
- ⛶ you-poetry series (7)
- ⛶ i-poetry series (6)
- ⛶ naked thought (4)
- ⛶ queer (2)