The starry sky reminds me
that I'm made of them
a small package
bound to (the) Earth
I can accelerate
run
think
During a sneeze everything stops
I breathe in the old environment
with new eyes
the air is serene
as am I
the world moves
and I move with it
pulses everywhere
8/10/2025
- Info
idiot(ic dreams)
Perfect illusion
in the mirror of the mind
a cake I could devour
over and over
Astonishing, conforting fiction
your whispers shaking destiny
making my knees weak
of mere facade
The moment I saw you
I knew
I mistake sugar for salt
I had never felt
so out of place
in my own home
accompanied by a stanger
I exchanged my safety for
In secret
I wrote to myself
a confession
a war cry
to stop lying
to myself
everything
fell
into place
faster
and
better
when you left
my heart as wellthank you
8/10/2025
ease
happiness is weightless
a feeling of weight sprinkled correctly
hands reaching to desired places
bubbles gently rubbing
our rainbow colors enhance each other
here is good
on the crest of a wave
under the tidal wave
my edges are forming anew
gently
15/8/2025
Where are you?
I step into the water
the water makes room for me
I scream
no sound comes out
I fumble with both hands at the swamp
that lifts me into the air
the fear of heights
wants to swallow me
My body bumps, expands
whilst I shrink, disappear
My skin is murky
there's cotton in my head
I don't know about the rest
16/1/2025
the water makes room for me
I scream
no sound comes out
I fumble with both hands at the swamp
that lifts me into the air
the fear of heights
wants to swallow me
My body bumps, expands
whilst I shrink, disappear
My skin is murky
there's cotton in my head
I don't know about the rest
16/1/2025
static
I feel like I've lost the skill
to communicate
not with myself but with others
I'm found in a strange reality
the steps go in different directions from one another
thoughts merge together
and I hear
nothing but static
am I inside a TV?
hit
we might clear
11/9/2024
what if
what if
I don't know how to be a man
this meat suit is getting older
before me
what if
I learned to breathe with the fish
soar with the birds
before humanity
what if
you would tell me
who I am
before I fall
11/9/2024
echo
every day
and every night
I think about my thoughtlessness
a skill
which barely exists
breathe
breathe
breathe
breathe
an electric current hits the water
continuing its course
in a new terrain
my written answer
is my lifeare you proud?
5/9/2024
silence
the sea massages my toes
coolness is welcome
in a hectic life
how can something which is broken
gloat so much heat
- fury -
like a drowning pressure wave
silence is loud
in my family
death is not a solution
but a bomb
which ran out of time
peace is not a possibility
the puzzle pieces don't fit together
the table is on fire
a building collapsed
my mind is drowning
to surface noise
I'm listening
5/9/2024
false death
it's difficult to be brave
small animal
among other animals
the pH value of life is engorged
fear
shame
are the bubbling the circuits close
today the quilt is my friend
warm food buries me
to the ashes of a phoenix
to wait on feelings
30/8/2024
someone's mother
Monopoly money is all she knows
internet to her is mostly unknown
to her the children never grow
afraid of getting old
I don't know what waits for her
at the end of the stairs
I do know what remains at the beginning
the life she never got to live
14/12/2023
tree falls
at night i watch your pillow
emptiness echoes
at your place
who am i
in a static house
can you hear?
24/9/2023
fall in love
around the clock you smell like home
with you there's peace
your touch ripples
i succumb
at night
you protect me
the bed monster stays at bay
i love to fall asleep wrapped to you
with you there's peace
your touch ripples
i succumb
at night
you protect me
the bed monster stays at bay
i love to fall asleep wrapped to you
24/9/2023
To Sleep
i'm afraid to go to sleep
in the kingdom of blankets
memories mold
everything turns indifferent
necessity to choose new intentions
tomorrow
wrong place
wrong time
wrong age
wrong me
distortions
i drift
manhunt
i managed to escape
was it me?
i got soaked
on a cloudless weather
my feet are in mud
in the forest i hear the sounds of a circus
from the mouth of a crow comes no sound
reset
18/9/2023
Trans
I follow the stars
the scars
on my shoulders
People like me tend to
hold whole universes inside
(sometimes) hidden in plain sight
The truth
makes us smile
wide, one with the universe
I will live as me
Iwill love people like me
People love me
28/6/2023
the scars
on my shoulders
People like me tend to
hold whole universes inside
(sometimes) hidden in plain sight
The truth
makes us smile
wide, one with the universe
I will live as me
I
People love me
28/6/2023
rootless
the days dance together
words were hung on me
my thoughts has been attempted to cut
the film reel breaks
the past expands
i narrow down
the glass surface crumbles
i'm drifting
17/4/2023
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