it feels like my birthday was decade ago
i'm crying, you're the only color i can feel
i whispered i'm a pile of shards
fragmented into your arms, blazing blue
my skin tingles of the thought of tomorrow, last summer
new winds and fingertips on my palm
the blaze changes the hue, we've met
in this universe
16/12/2018
- Info
Performing ghost
There's delay in my power button
in the best days I forget myself
I root myself so deep that
I disappear
predictions - me
fighting on a balanced board
Sometimes I don't feel bad
I just shine with my absence
shiny and beautiful, hollow hodgepodge
with glassy eyes
the sheet is here
"How can I help you?"
14/12/2018
in the best days I forget myself
I root myself so deep that
I disappear
predictions - me
fighting on a balanced board
Sometimes I don't feel bad
I just shine with my absence
shiny and beautiful, hollow hodgepodge
with glassy eyes
the sheet is here
"How can I help you?"
14/12/2018
Godless
No one holds me
the start of psyche is a mistake
in this world
the basic essence (of ours) is lost
Curtains that can't be grasped
pain that's not spoken
the silence tucks you in
still on the morning
14/11/2018
the start of psyche is a mistake
in this world
the basic essence (of ours) is lost
Curtains that can't be grasped
pain that's not spoken
the silence tucks you in
still on the morning
14/11/2018
Peg leg
Would you return to my roots
just for a moment, please
open the matchbox with me
light the past on fire
hand in hand, would be better
that the ashes wouldn't keep
my feet
3/12/2018
just for a moment, please
open the matchbox with me
light the past on fire
hand in hand, would be better
that the ashes wouldn't keep
my feet
3/12/2018
11am (iv)
i told you about a pot full of shards
i slided your hand under my shirt
i let you touch
my sensitivity frequency turned to southeast
on tiptoes, but not with you
we formed a protective shell together
or so i thought
until you slammed me on the wall
honey
30/11/2018
i slided your hand under my shirt
i let you touch
my sensitivity frequency turned to southeast
on tiptoes, but not with you
we formed a protective shell together
or so i thought
until you slammed me on the wall
honey
30/11/2018
Reflection
The fog eats my brain cells
competing with time
My saturation weakens
the colors are leaving my body
I'm scaling to the void
can you still see me?
The true colors are a memory
in your memories of me
My whirling mind sunk into blackness
I am lost
21/11/2018
competing with time
My saturation weakens
the colors are leaving my body
I'm scaling to the void
can you still see me?
The true colors are a memory
in your memories of me
My whirling mind sunk into blackness
I am lost
21/11/2018
Martyr
I spread myself open like a flower
like an iron I hold
two realities
I swallow the time
I wrap myself into a knot
throwing myself downhill
13/11/2018
like an iron I hold
two realities
I swallow the time
I wrap myself into a knot
throwing myself downhill
13/11/2018
The world
In the details there's beauty
you taught me: less is more
love dances in the night
fireflies show the way
home
You sleek my cracks together
hand in hand with the sand of time
the heat of the earth elevates us to the heavens
like the volcanic eruption I acknowledge
the space to breathe
6/11/2018
you taught me: less is more
love dances in the night
fireflies show the way
home
You sleek my cracks together
hand in hand with the sand of time
the heat of the earth elevates us to the heavens
like the volcanic eruption I acknowledge
the space to breathe
6/11/2018
Morning
In silence, I stroked you
I drew pictures of the future in my mind
I overthrew my concerns to the sedating movements
your still expression made me ripple
- life is here
5/11/2018
I drew pictures of the future in my mind
I overthrew my concerns to the sedating movements
your still expression made me ripple
- life is here
5/11/2018
engraving
can i draw your star chart
point-to-point you
sink into your eyes
while the seconds turn to sand
swim with you under the stars
fall asleep under the moonlight's embrace
just with you
promise, yesterday and tomorrow
would you turn my next chapter
tickle the ink pen on my surface
writing yourself into my life
h o n e y
13/8/2018
point-to-point you
sink into your eyes
while the seconds turn to sand
swim with you under the stars
fall asleep under the moonlight's embrace
just with you
promise, yesterday and tomorrow
would you turn my next chapter
tickle the ink pen on my surface
writing yourself into my life
h o n e y
13/8/2018
I surrender
In a fragile world
with the floating steps
I fall into your embrace
In the middle of all the grayness
my gauge comes loose
I look at the flames of the past
I squeeze you a bit more tough
Our flows met
in the blueness there's orange
the heat ripples between us
The kiss wakes me up
the vibration shall shows today's direction
The light of the sun embraces your face
can you feel the heat
that you give to me?
10/10/2018
with the floating steps
I fall into your embrace
In the middle of all the grayness
my gauge comes loose
I look at the flames of the past
I squeeze you a bit more tough
Our flows met
in the blueness there's orange
the heat ripples between us
The kiss wakes me up
the vibration shall shows today's direction
The light of the sun embraces your face
can you feel the heat
that you give to me?
10/10/2018
Last
We wrapped ourselves together
like the world would end tomorrow
You suck all the grayness out of from me
fill with colors
with the ability to see
you
me
us
- the world
Our scents mix together
every one of my senses wants you
The sheets aren't the limit
- the world is ours today
23/9/2018
like the world would end tomorrow
You suck all the grayness out of from me
fill with colors
with the ability to see
you
me
us
- the world
Our scents mix together
every one of my senses wants you
The sheets aren't the limit
- the world is ours today
23/9/2018
The movement of love
Energy, believing and trust
braided us together
like autumn braided the spring
the fire between us
surrounding coldness
We danced at the masquerade
against the madness that was around us
my tongue told you stories
larking behind the dividing wall
our worlds collided
29/8/2018
braided us together
like autumn braided the spring
the fire between us
surrounding coldness
We danced at the masquerade
against the madness that was around us
my tongue told you stories
larking behind the dividing wall
our worlds collided
29/8/2018
Dream
in the grayness
I yearn a thing
a place
a person
My soul ripples with dust
while things are circling around me
my hands don't bend
around them
I've lost the border
29/8/2018
I yearn a thing
a place
a person
My soul ripples with dust
while things are circling around me
my hands don't bend
around them
I've lost the border
29/8/2018
iii
you praised us, you praised yourself
while you were in a wrong boat
our streams wondered into seperate directions
as we spoke about the same sky
your blind spot hid me
you were more like home under your anger
my pulse got lost into the vibration of the bottom of the glass
when at the same time you decided to let me go
honey
20/8/2018
while you were in a wrong boat
our streams wondered into seperate directions
as we spoke about the same sky
your blind spot hid me
you were more like home under your anger
my pulse got lost into the vibration of the bottom of the glass
when at the same time you decided to let me go
honey
20/8/2018
Together
You tie me to madness
with your coarse hands
the grip feels soft
smooth
like the way we ignite flames
6/7/2017
with your coarse hands
the grip feels soft
smooth
like the way we ignite flames
6/7/2017
Error in the algorithm
Splits are clean
sheets are dirty
seems like we forgot to wash
ourselves
14/8/2018
sheets are dirty
seems like we forgot to wash
ourselves
14/8/2018
Rosy
I wrote lies to your walls
we stepped into our characters of the past
we acted to be part of the same mystery
You surrounded me with familiar roses
drowned me into the scent of your perfume
since the first day
You tore pages out of me
you dug, scraped your way to the core
dear, rosy time bomb
14/6/2018
we stepped into our characters of the past
we acted to be part of the same mystery
You surrounded me with familiar roses
drowned me into the scent of your perfume
since the first day
You tore pages out of me
you dug, scraped your way to the core
dear, rosy time bomb
14/6/2018
Where are you, soul?
myself to the moving world
I sigh, I hear
the silence
the hum
the gritting of basis cranii
I whiz the spine
search my core
my root
in the wrong place
I fall
from down to up
18/5/2018
I sigh, I hear
the silence
the hum
the gritting of basis cranii
I whiz the spine
search my core
my root
in the wrong place
I fall
from down to up
18/5/2018
I felt (it)
Your fingers felt other footprints
an echo of a former path
in the next room
Your lips were knotted
into a silent decision
(already) a long time ago
Your heart was gnawed by a mistake
expired date
a clog in the bloodstream
Your mind insisted and yearned
to get under a fabled golden apple tree
unable to see foward
Your feet indicated that they walked for me
the steps pointed otherwise
inwards
24/4/2018
an echo of a former path
in the next room
Your lips were knotted
into a silent decision
(already) a long time ago
Your heart was gnawed by a mistake
expired date
a clog in the bloodstream
Your mind insisted and yearned
to get under a fabled golden apple tree
unable to see foward
Your feet indicated that they walked for me
the steps pointed otherwise
inwards
24/4/2018
Being
I drown myself to the longing
to the past, to the present
I talk to the birds, to the fishes
I lose myself into the swirls
I stripped myself from jewelry
I'm here - vulnerable
What did you plan to do
with me?
26/3/2018
to the past, to the present
I talk to the birds, to the fishes
I lose myself into the swirls
I stripped myself from jewelry
I'm here - vulnerable
What did you plan to do
with me?
26/3/2018
Lust
I dream of you
I dream of us
of roads
that would knit our lives together
You're like harmony;
you keep the pieces of weekdays
resonating
together, gently joined
16/1/2018
I dream of us
of roads
that would knit our lives together
You're like harmony;
you keep the pieces of weekdays
resonating
together, gently joined
16/1/2018
To love
Sometimes the doves fly over us
I'll stitch myself to be unified
over and over again
while hoarfrost slightly opens the door into my mind
Where all have I taken my body to
where all have my mind taken itself
My soul births words when I step out
empties itself when I walk in through the door
The hectic slow world
spiralizes into a glowing life
in each of us
7/1/2018
I'll stitch myself to be unified
over and over again
while hoarfrost slightly opens the door into my mind
Where all have I taken my body to
where all have my mind taken itself
My soul births words when I step out
empties itself when I walk in through the door
The hectic slow world
spiralizes into a glowing life
in each of us
7/1/2018
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